Wrong Idea

If you can just listen to me and let me explain myself
there's no reason for me to sit here and blame myself
i need to get this off my chest cause you started a rumor
a position i wouldn't be in right now had i not found out sooner
i dont like you more than a friend cause friends is all we're good for
thats a fact you're just going to have to deal with cause im walking out the door
im leaving you alone and im leaving you out
scream and shout, make a face and pout
i dont caare what you do cause tis is not my fault
you're blaming me for not wanting you
you're blaming me cause i want to get back with my girl
if you're low function and cant understand, let me break it down for you
yeah she's my girl, she means everything to me cause she's my world
but you
to be specific, im considering you nothing more than a statistic
then you tried to play me but ended up getting yourself played and the joke was on you
dont get mad at me cause you thought i liked you
what am i suppose to do?
you just got the wrong idea

Hurt

Hurt
its what i feel anytime im seperated from you
when you're not with me, my body feels torture like its being chewed up and spitted out
then i shout....but hear no scream
my words are being devoured into deafness and make my insides bleed
i feel alone
my soul feels gone
im infected with a virus and my antidote is you
alone is how i feel when im without you
incomplete is how i feel when you're nowhere near me
just come into my arms and release me from this bind
it would put me in a calm, relaxing state and ease my mind
i dont want you away from me because you're all mine
help free me from this pain
im about to be out of control and its driving me insane
hold me close and i willl never let you go
Hurt.
its what i feel when i love you
i love you so much
it hurts

My Last Goodbye to You

look deep into my eyes and you will see
how these emotional scars haave scarred me
i long to be yours but the heart of yours deny me
now im sitting here wondering what we could've been, what we could be

i've put in countless effort trying to keep us together
if you wanted to, you could've at least put in a little more
the effort i put in could've lasted us forever
but your lack of effort and commitment caused our love to be throwned out the door

money cant buy love nor can it buy happiness
let me tell you one thing, true love is priceless
but true love aint so true if the person you love doesnt love you
i knew you didnt really loved me but in the back of my mind i didnt know what to do

as we go our seperate ways to different colleges, thats where we part
no more being obsessed over you, no more change of heart
from here on out, i guess we could just be friends
but as for being more then that, this is where it ends
i still love you no matter what, thats my promise to you
but this is my final goodbye to you


look deep into my eyes and you will see
how these emotional scars haave scarred me
i long to be yours but the heart of yours deny me
now im sitting here wondering what we could've been, what we could be

Confessions of a Poet

words are my life

i see them, i read them, i comprehend them
incorporate, classify, then justify them

find a umbrella and prepare for a brainstorm
pen at attention, paper ready, i push the pen
paper looks like a ink infestation
i start to have a brain fart
music is my motivation, pen is my inspiration

i finish my work, review it, then revise
recite, peer review, then finalize
my fans anticipate my surprise
they read it and become hypnotize
they like it because my words are wise
they love me and my ego rise

but

that doesnt separate from the fact that at night...
nobody can hear my cries
im engulfed in deceit and lies
im diagnosed with guilt and time flies
but

nobody is perfect

alas

i look up at the sun from my standpoint through the skies
i let the sun do its job as i get photosynthesized
i keep my paper and pen at hand, for with it, im energized
as i push the pen and let the ink bleed, my paper becomes crucified
with the emotions i felt from my heart and seen through my eyes
the pain is like writing with both of my hands behind my back tied
though i write....(silence)
as if i have nothing to hide

but this pen
OMG this pen (echoes: pen, pen, pen)
what a mighty hold it has
over me (echoes: me, me, me)
this pen is my inner voice
and the paper is where goes my inner thoughts

this pen is my life
this pen is my inspiration
this pen is my destiny
this pen is me
i cant live without my pen
nor can it live without me (echoes: me, me, me)

I'll Be that BF#2

i can be that BF#2
do things to u
show u wat i can do
baby u juss have no clue
yes i have a girl, but im always on call for u
the body need wat the body want
u need dis dick, i want det pussy (not tryna be blunt)
put a bounty on yo pussy, its yo pussy ill hunt
yo clit can be the boss, my tongue will be the assistant
give me my promotion and the lickin will be persistant
u got an intruder alert and the criminal is my dick
u da cop so arrest me and handcuff dis nightstick
im resisting arrest so ya pussy is da backup
u put me on da ground and ride, a interesting match up
u command me on top while reading my miranda rights
i obeyed your order and fucked u in the dark with no lights
im ready to nut so i put my hands behind my back
u sat up and took it all in the mouth, leavin no slack

baby girl we can play cops and robbers all day
before we do that there's a small price to pay
dont tell yo man and i wont tell my lady
the secrets between us, we can be each others baby

Nasty Desire

lets ignite a fire, between our legs, in our beds, and do everything imagineable from our deepest fanasty we can think of in our heads

you bring out the strawberries, ill bring out the whipped cream, lets do some freaky things that we only think about doing in our dreams, and make reality realer than it seems

let me lay you down on your back and show you how skillful i am with my tongue, ill be lickin up, lickin down, lickin leftways, lickin sideways with added whipped cream and chocolate syrup just to be creative, and guarenteed you'll be having some fun

but the real fun dont starts until i get my turn on the bottom while you on top ridin, you using your eroticful motions and smooth glidin, the way your body is moving makes me wanna do a lil slippin and sliddin

let me sex you in many ways beyond your wildest imagination, first our bodies have to be combined as one, while i reach my destination, i go inside you without hesitation, you cry out, i keep going, you digging your nails deep into my back bout to make me lose concentration, need no worry, im almost there, you're already there, here i go, outta desperation, i pull out and let it flow, as we both falling asleep, deeply into relaxation

My Sweetest Addiction

Before i became addicted, my life was simply boring
i didnt have anything to tell, not even a story
my day to day basis was nothing close to fun
like mono, watching a show with the same episode on re-run
boredom always consumed me, how i longed to be free
the freedom to do anything and whatever i want to be

NOw that im hooked, this addiction is like a drug
slow motioness and day dreaming in the form of love
the instant my nose catches the scent, my heart skips a beat
i go mad insane over this delightful treat
it smells so good, but the taste is even better
its delicious wet its wet, but heaven when its wetter

now that im hooked,my tongue is constantly craving a taste
it produces sweet juices, something that cannot go to waste
feeling the soft moistness of the sweetness on my tongue
it gets my blood rising, even though it rose before the fun
as i feast upon pink surface and work my way in
juices begin to flow and i slurp up the sweet taste of sin

since i been hooked, this drug is heavily on my mind
its not juss any drug, for it is actually one-of-a-kind
a drug so good i always crave for more
whenever i need more, i dont get it from the store
the drug i have cant be bought because its rare and only for me
im happy to say that my sweetest addiction is Candi