Phone Sexrotica

you say hands down you got me beat in the bed
i say you got these silly ideas way over your head
you talkin shit thinkin its the truth
juss like i do
but until we pussy poppin dick droppin, we aint doin nun but shit talkin


you say you bet ima still talk shit to hear you moan on the phone
im like damn right so dont put up a fight
i like to hear you moan on the phone
dont get me wrong
its such a turn on


we exchanging a couple of sex talks and i can tell you already playin with yourself
i can hear it in your moans (moan)
i can hear it in you gasps (gasp)
your breathing begins to increase its pace
sounding as if you're right there in my face


we exchange more sex talk
i begin to hear you whimper (whimpers)
then you moan (moans)
then you groan (groans)
and then you start growling (grrrrrrr)


you start telling me to keep talking cuz you're about to cum
i start to run out of ideas on what to say so my mind goes numb
in my mind i was thinkin "ummmmm"
so i thought why not
(ummmmmm)


couple of seconds later you moan louder (MMMMmmmMM)
and then a low scream (SCReaMs)
you moan (moans)
i start thinkin im in a dream
cuz on your end i can hear you say "IM CUMMING"
then you growl and moan (gRRrrmmmMMm)
and then silence.......
(you cummed your juices)
your breathing slows
then you exhale
you said "damn baby im tired"
juss as you would say everytime
after our daily
past midnight
phone sex

Racial Slur

im sitting here thinking in the middle of the night
why the white man insulted me gettin me ready to fight
he knew i wanted to get a tattoo, guess wat he said to me?
u should use white ink cuz with black ink, u cant see
soon as my mind comprehended wat he said
images of violence appeared in my head
i balled up my fists in anger wantin to explode
the beast in me wanted to come out, my vision slowed
the racial slur played over and over inside my head
if i had a gun he woulda been filled up with hot lead
im a man of passion and love, violence is not me
we not even friends and he said that, how dare he
his remark made me mad, but violence is not worth it
kids fight and ima man, fighting is juss dumb shit
im not gonna stoop to his level which makes me the bigger man
so i turned around and walked away, for i am the BIGGER MAN
as i walked away i kept thinkin about that racial slur
if i turned to violence, the consequences woulda made my life a blur

Focal Point: You

I did everything to love you the best way that i can
no matter how difficult the task at hand


every obstacle i faced, i overcame
each being more or less the same
ever since you came
my consciousness became a game


each level i emerge the victor, bringing me closer to your love
a precious gift that God, himself, made from the unknown heavens above


its your love that im willing to strive for
for you i'll be persistent even when my body is sore
for you i will love
its you i'll never get tired of

because of you the foundation of my future seems bright
when all feels wrong, you have the tendency to make things feel so right


being with you is like submitting the white flag of truce
forfeiting the war and keeping the love on the battlefield loose


for you i am complete
with you my heart never sleeps
without you my heart weeps
without you i am incomplete

A Tale from the Heart

being alone for so long
i consider myself apart
from civilization


hard to imagine
my life is like words
...without punctuation


my name in a book
mixed with a crowd
how does mine show?
an abbreviation


growing up
i didnt have friends
my feelings toward that?
square root
of frustration


above my head
is a cloud pouring rain
wen it dries
i transform
into precipitation


my mind wanders
into a world of its own
when i feel frightened
i escape into my
familiar destination


my room is where i hide
to stay away from others
alone is what i feel
...self isolation


i learned to write poetry
my pen and paper at hand
i spill my emotions...
emotionally
no hesitation


i have no remorse
for the life i endured
im the C.E.O. of my soul
in my privately own
corporation