In My Eyes....I See...

As i look at you, not only
i see you, I see that angel
by your side, also that angel
in your eyes, which sometimes
brings me to think you could be
the queen of all gods. Also by that
fire in yo eyes, I can easily tell
you aint got nothin to hide, and
neither do I.

Your hair, how it sways and bounces with
each step you take, and how it always
fluffs with each ponytail you make, I already
know that by the end of the day, it'll still be
lookin fresh as it was earlier today

Your smile, how it can be seen from a distance
of a mile, and how yo smile so bright when you
on the ground I can still still see it from above
the clouds. When you smile, it puts unconditional
love in my heart, makin me feel like not even anything
stronger than god can break us apart

Finding True Love

To feel complete, one must feel and know about true love
it can come from a kiss or it can come from a hug
and can guarantee you feel warmth from the skies above

To find passion, one must travel the depths of the ocean
and have to be able to withstand the motions
because it can give you the notion
that someones toying with your emotions
which wont be a good thing cause it'll lead you
to think that you're better off alone than
with a beautiful person

To find that one true love
on must take flight through the empty skies
because thats where all the secrets lies
and you might end up getting the butterflies
cause you would be surprised to know that the
place you're flying to is where real
love never dies

To feel complete, one must feel and know about true love
it can come from a kiss or it can come from a hug
and can guarantee you feel warmth from the skies above

My Greatest Gift

My mind is racing and my heart is pounding
our lips are only inches apart before they touch
as i close my eyes and forget my surroundings
i lean in for the kiss, careful not to give too much

her lips found mines and my lips found hers
the kiss was passionate and also slow
her lips alone had me at loss for words
being that she can move so well with the flow

as i embraced her in my arms holding her tight
i just like the fact that we are together
her personality, her looks, and her being so nice
she's the perfect gift from God that im holding onto forever

Keep Ya Head Up

keepin my head up is something i do everyday
keepin my head up helps me find my way
there's nun much about that to say
except keep ya head up

u think you've been thru bad things?
i've been thru worser
i've been dealin with pain after pain
girl after girl
but i dont let that bring me down
i keep searchin
tryna ease my way thru this life
by being a better person
ima heep my head up

dont let nuttin stop you from doin wat u wanna do
dont let no one bring u down
juss be yourself, be you
you might even have some enemies
break a nigga down if u have to
but remember
dont do it 4 by 4, do it 2 by 2

juss do wat u do best
keep ya head up

Shall I Rise?

Thru the downgrade of all the lies and deceit
the number of times you putted me thru defeat
depriving me of my humor belief
making me feel nothing but grief
justifing my right from wrong
turning me weak from my strong
morphing me into the person i dont wanna be
leaving me stranded in the oceans of my mind
killing me softly despite me being too kind
shall i rise?
oh, i shall rise
cause im rising
im rising as the better person i intended to be
now that my heart is filled with glee
you cant hurt me no more cause im free
and thats one thing you aint gon ever again see
i always thought i was lost without you
i see it now, im lost with you
shall i rise?
oh, i shall rise
cause im rising

Without my Baby

hard to inhale becomes hard to exhale
not being around my baby makes me feel like im in hell
its a feeling i cant bear to fight with cause it never ends well
without my baby i just wanna retreat and go back to my shell

as each day goes on that im not with my baby, my day goes from bad to worse
its a feeling that i hate because as i watch the hours fade away, i feel like im caught in a curse
a feeling so unexplainable, so mind-numbing that it makes my heart feel like its about to burst

without my baby around me, i've formed a new habit of thinking about her each and every day
the more i think about her, the more i miss her and the more i miss her, i become speechless as to the point of where i cant think of nothing to say
i love my baby so much that i just let the pieces fall where they may
because without my baby, im nothing

Wrong Idea

If you can just listen to me and let me explain myself
there's no reason for me to sit here and blame myself
i need to get this off my chest cause you started a rumor
a position i wouldn't be in right now had i not found out sooner
i dont like you more than a friend cause friends is all we're good for
thats a fact you're just going to have to deal with cause im walking out the door
im leaving you alone and im leaving you out
scream and shout, make a face and pout
i dont caare what you do cause tis is not my fault
you're blaming me for not wanting you
you're blaming me cause i want to get back with my girl
if you're low function and cant understand, let me break it down for you
yeah she's my girl, she means everything to me cause she's my world
but you
to be specific, im considering you nothing more than a statistic
then you tried to play me but ended up getting yourself played and the joke was on you
dont get mad at me cause you thought i liked you
what am i suppose to do?
you just got the wrong idea

Hurt

Hurt
its what i feel anytime im seperated from you
when you're not with me, my body feels torture like its being chewed up and spitted out
then i shout....but hear no scream
my words are being devoured into deafness and make my insides bleed
i feel alone
my soul feels gone
im infected with a virus and my antidote is you
alone is how i feel when im without you
incomplete is how i feel when you're nowhere near me
just come into my arms and release me from this bind
it would put me in a calm, relaxing state and ease my mind
i dont want you away from me because you're all mine
help free me from this pain
im about to be out of control and its driving me insane
hold me close and i willl never let you go
Hurt.
its what i feel when i love you
i love you so much
it hurts

My Last Goodbye to You

look deep into my eyes and you will see
how these emotional scars haave scarred me
i long to be yours but the heart of yours deny me
now im sitting here wondering what we could've been, what we could be

i've put in countless effort trying to keep us together
if you wanted to, you could've at least put in a little more
the effort i put in could've lasted us forever
but your lack of effort and commitment caused our love to be throwned out the door

money cant buy love nor can it buy happiness
let me tell you one thing, true love is priceless
but true love aint so true if the person you love doesnt love you
i knew you didnt really loved me but in the back of my mind i didnt know what to do

as we go our seperate ways to different colleges, thats where we part
no more being obsessed over you, no more change of heart
from here on out, i guess we could just be friends
but as for being more then that, this is where it ends
i still love you no matter what, thats my promise to you
but this is my final goodbye to you


look deep into my eyes and you will see
how these emotional scars haave scarred me
i long to be yours but the heart of yours deny me
now im sitting here wondering what we could've been, what we could be

Confessions of a Poet

words are my life

i see them, i read them, i comprehend them
incorporate, classify, then justify them

find a umbrella and prepare for a brainstorm
pen at attention, paper ready, i push the pen
paper looks like a ink infestation
i start to have a brain fart
music is my motivation, pen is my inspiration

i finish my work, review it, then revise
recite, peer review, then finalize
my fans anticipate my surprise
they read it and become hypnotize
they like it because my words are wise
they love me and my ego rise

but

that doesnt separate from the fact that at night...
nobody can hear my cries
im engulfed in deceit and lies
im diagnosed with guilt and time flies
but

nobody is perfect

alas

i look up at the sun from my standpoint through the skies
i let the sun do its job as i get photosynthesized
i keep my paper and pen at hand, for with it, im energized
as i push the pen and let the ink bleed, my paper becomes crucified
with the emotions i felt from my heart and seen through my eyes
the pain is like writing with both of my hands behind my back tied
though i write....(silence)
as if i have nothing to hide

but this pen
OMG this pen (echoes: pen, pen, pen)
what a mighty hold it has
over me (echoes: me, me, me)
this pen is my inner voice
and the paper is where goes my inner thoughts

this pen is my life
this pen is my inspiration
this pen is my destiny
this pen is me
i cant live without my pen
nor can it live without me (echoes: me, me, me)

I'll Be that BF#2

i can be that BF#2
do things to u
show u wat i can do
baby u juss have no clue
yes i have a girl, but im always on call for u
the body need wat the body want
u need dis dick, i want det pussy (not tryna be blunt)
put a bounty on yo pussy, its yo pussy ill hunt
yo clit can be the boss, my tongue will be the assistant
give me my promotion and the lickin will be persistant
u got an intruder alert and the criminal is my dick
u da cop so arrest me and handcuff dis nightstick
im resisting arrest so ya pussy is da backup
u put me on da ground and ride, a interesting match up
u command me on top while reading my miranda rights
i obeyed your order and fucked u in the dark with no lights
im ready to nut so i put my hands behind my back
u sat up and took it all in the mouth, leavin no slack

baby girl we can play cops and robbers all day
before we do that there's a small price to pay
dont tell yo man and i wont tell my lady
the secrets between us, we can be each others baby

Nasty Desire

lets ignite a fire, between our legs, in our beds, and do everything imagineable from our deepest fanasty we can think of in our heads

you bring out the strawberries, ill bring out the whipped cream, lets do some freaky things that we only think about doing in our dreams, and make reality realer than it seems

let me lay you down on your back and show you how skillful i am with my tongue, ill be lickin up, lickin down, lickin leftways, lickin sideways with added whipped cream and chocolate syrup just to be creative, and guarenteed you'll be having some fun

but the real fun dont starts until i get my turn on the bottom while you on top ridin, you using your eroticful motions and smooth glidin, the way your body is moving makes me wanna do a lil slippin and sliddin

let me sex you in many ways beyond your wildest imagination, first our bodies have to be combined as one, while i reach my destination, i go inside you without hesitation, you cry out, i keep going, you digging your nails deep into my back bout to make me lose concentration, need no worry, im almost there, you're already there, here i go, outta desperation, i pull out and let it flow, as we both falling asleep, deeply into relaxation